crappy or cramppy?

O.K so today im like REALLY REALLY pissed off. and its the "i dont effing care, life sucks and can i just kill myself?" pissed of as well
Seriously i thonk I should jsut write a lovely list. So here goes:

1. Woke up so bloody early that i had to make bloody cheesball. FGS! man who can be assed? all this making of it all has makd me loose my appatite for them. And its the blimmin SUMER HOLIDAYS which means your not ment to do jack! God whatver it done and engraved its laborious self on my already black mood.
2. Next: I spent this WHOLE WEEK creating a video for YouTube and yesterday i eidted the ACTUL final video like THREE time (again!) so today the first thing I come on to upload it I blimmin DELETED IT!!!! So FGS! What am i suppose to do now? just sit their looking at all the saved material that makes up the blimmin vid? or make a whole new one? No I think NOT! And i know its my whole bloody fault (everthing is, i hate blaming others even when pissed ) but God how much can a girl take when it the ToM? huh? And dont even annswer that, actually dont even answer ANY of this (if youve even reached this far in the tiraid..). Whatever.
3. O.K so I go on to StephenieMeyer.com to read todays quote which is: "Jacob: "I'll kill you myself! I'll do it now!" And instead of going into a reveare of theory of what it could mean I just think "FOR god sake! Cantthe blimmin book just come out instead of making us so bloody despret? Whats the point of all the suspence when UK reader (like myself) arnt even going to get two extra quotes for the TWO EXTRA days that we have to wait? And also whats up with that? When Harry Potter came out the release in UK and US was exact same just maybe a slight difference in the time.
4. NEXT is that theres me looking out the frontroom window when i see the beautiful, atmospheric hueness of the moring sky (told you i woke up too bloody early) AND do you know what i though? -after strolling outside at my morose leasure time? I tjought 'WHY the bloody hell am i sitting at home on the bloody SUMMER HOLIDAYS? Whay the hell arn't i atleast seeing the sky Yorkshire? or much less Birmingham? And just writing that makes me depressed cause why on earth am I to go to even Birmingham? Atleast in Yorkshire, albeait Batley, i'll see some county side while in B'ham is like 15 MINUTES away! Serioulu BOTTOM LINE is staying indoors is messing with my head , i need freash air and all i'm getting the bloody chapatty smoke. God why doesnt my mum want to go anywhere> its summer holiday which I now realise that on this blog -as well as real life- I am constantly REPEATING???!!!!
   

*DEEP BREATH* ......... I know i told my mates that i would update as soon as I could and this doesn't really count as the best update but maybe my next post will be more... i cant even think of a work....urrr...Jolly? Yes that's something i'm certainly NOT feeling.

And i'm rather sad (i know! ANOTHER...) that I'm not in a better mood because I have so much GOOD and NICE news to express but im certainly not saying it now cuzz i feel sick and my cramps are now officially killing me.


~~Shali

SCHOOLS OUT!!!!!

People SCHOOL IS OFFICIALLY OUT!!!!!!
WOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! *doing the tango... inside* =]

Seriously you don't understand! Its like finally being able to breath. Honestly I had started to think of school as a form of compulsory TORTURE and I'm not kidding either. My only hold on survival is my mates, or should i say inmates? =] (I know that sounds way drama-queenish but just bear with me cause: I'M FREEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! lmao) xDDD

Anyways what should i do now that my calender is empty as can be and all I have to look forward to this hols is the release of Breaking Dawn which doesn't come out till Monday 4th August so its like 18 days or summing till then...

YouTube has been fun in the last weeks iv uploaded a couple of vids just to try out the thing. But I still prefer to watch vids =]. Twilight (the movie) has a new clip out. Apparently its the new trailer but I'm not so sure since we have some presenter guy talking in the background, there's no catchy phrases flashing on the screen ( you know the type? its like: 'When you live forever... What do you live for?' And you know what i mean...) and also half of the vid is full of 'Edward smashing up the floor boards' =] Just watch the clip

But anyways iv embedded it below so have fun watching cause seriously I CANT WAIT!!! for both 4/8 and 12/12.






Cool or what? Although there was this comment of the vid by someone (Sorry! I cant remember the name) but its also a though that I had which was that they will probably show all the clips of the movie before it even comes out. LOL. As much as I enjoy all the sneak peeks i have to say that would be a bummer I like a surprise as well as the next person. So i really do hope they (the movie people) don't release ALL the things they already have a great fan-base they don't need to promote it that much so i really cant wait... Its like 5 months left or something? Yup that's correct I really should get the movie countdown for the page.

xoxo Shali

TWILIGHT on Entertainment weekly

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This is a coming cover of Entertainment weekly featuring a interview with Stephenie Meyer.
*runs off jumping and screaming!'

OMG!!!! People just LOOK at this cover its mag!!!! (mind the pun) Now I'm gonna go try to spread the news... =] Actually for some reason i cant seem to put it up but
'i will not give up' shali says to herself, madly typing at the keyboard. She must save the pic she MUST!

Shal zooms of.............................

i no I'm weird but u no u luv me )well i no you weird class mates of mine do =])

xoxo Shal
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Edited: Shal did it! WOOHOO! O.k now shal admits shes just plain weird and it wasn't so hard she must have been too excited. (I've posted a pic of it... as you can probably already see... =] )
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Just a update.

Hey people!
In school at the moment got a full-dress assembly rehearsal at 10:30 (or summit...) anyways just felt like popping in since I haven't written in AGES!
God did Sid just say 'did you know yesterday your arse was on fire?' to Zak? LMAO that girl is seriously weird (I love you if your are reading this) Now shes attempting to 'help' Zak and Fatima with painting but we all know that girl cant do jack... =]

Joined a Twilight BB twilightsaga.com its actually quiet cool to discuss all My theories but i still [prefer YouTube.com for that. Plus the Twi BB has really small font and the avatars are like finger-print size! Honestly where the hell do you get 'fingerprint' avatars. (I tittled it myself so don't go googling for 'fingerprint avatars' ) LOL. Plus: We have to 'browse' off the computer for the avatar I'm so much used to just pasting in a URL. But that's enough whining on my part I have to go now.

xoxo Shal